泪 .....

深夜里,我最舍不得的泪 ... 再次从眼角慢慢滑落 ....

我知道为什么..但就是说不出的感受...

胸怀抱着狗狗,像在向它诉说... 还好有它的陪伴...渐渐入睡了..

也许只是太挂念在远方的你... 怕有天再也听不见你的笑声 .... :'(

Lightening..

Yesterday evening started raining and i was outing that time.nothing special happened.I just online and watched movie in midnight but out of sudden,it really frighten me as there was electrical shocked resulted in a piece of dark in my house.It shocked me until i immediately jumped to attach the wall beside my bed.LoL... I don't really like that as it's horror like a ghost appears beside me! =(

But today is still a good day for me! Cheeseeeee....

yesterday and today?

wat a crazy morning we had bbq,really hot like HOTDOG plus the recent weather really .... HOT! Labour Day falls on today..my besty asked me to go for shopping and she had bought a total cost rm100 of clothes.Anyway,i have not outing yet as i need to help in preparing everything for BBQ.And also,i haven't take my shower!!kaka..Yesterday nite was quite happy to see xiao mei in videocall,somemore there were ongang and strawberry meimei chatting with her.wahaha!! She seemed delighted to see them as she is already too long never comes back kt.When strawberry meimei saw her .. he non-stop 'shooting' xiao mei and said tat xiaomei lied him because not informed him when she moved to perak and going to study in Aus.He is quite sad as he has no more buddies left here and all are now studying other places.This 'guaichai'(strawberry meimei)or we called as mom's baby,will be in Form6.His parents worry tat he will change to bad if he is giving chance to study other place instead of KT.no choice.He has to follow and be an obedient baby in his momy's heart.Anyway,i know he will grow up one day and his momy will know..... =)

A mundane day

Although, the commencement day of my school is approaching, I'm still muzzy in mind and don't really know what's the motive,which's the suitable way should I move into my current education pathway? Anyhow,i'm still trying to search and find out wat do I prefer actually.But truly,i have been weary by dullness whenever i start to think about that,which will bring a great influence to my career next time.I don't wish to make any unwise decision upon my pathway and resulted in regret yet the wasting of time.Hope the miracle could be appear and brighten my life pleaseeeeee...

2/11/07

这一天,你突然说..你想要告诉我一件事情..希望我有些心理准备..
当我听了你这句话,我心里就直接浮现了不好的预兆.. 究竟它是什么? ....
我并不知道.. 也的确不想要知道..但是,也许是关于我们未来..而最后你,还是说了出来..

那一秒.. 感觉傻住了好久 ... 好久 .... 好希望不是真实的. .. T.T

其实,我实在很害怕和你分离的感觉 ..
因为我真的不想再一次感受到当我无助时候,你也一样..不在我身边..
但,又再回想..过后的你,也会到别的地方深造..为你的未来和前途去努力..
这些我都明白..也会接受的... 因为我都知道这是我们未来必然经过的路..

我也不可能一直牵着你不放啊 ...因为我们始终都要为自己的未来去打算, 努力..
也许,这就是上天要开始考验我们的感情.. 究竟有多坚定了...
我答应你.. 我也不会就这么轻易被倒下的..
虽然说距离把我们拉远了...
但是,心连心地感觉..也不会就这样把我们的一切.. 一切.. 消失的无影无踪 ...
有了坚信与信任,以后的路..还怕走不下去吗 ?...
就凭我相信你..宝贝 ...
这一切.. 希望我内心能很快的放得开咯 ...

+ * + * + * 宝贝.. 别忘了.. .
在你努力的当儿,感到无助时,记得还有BB家族一直都在为你撑着 ...
我们就祝你一切顺利 ..... 加油 ~ ! + * + * + *


真的还舍不得宝贝你 ..... T.T; 好想再哭泣了 . . ... T.T; T.T; T.T;